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short update....

just a short update before going to bed...

got burn marks on my right hand due to the cooking at work..... like two days ago.... look pretty bad which freak ppl out....

went to china bar that day with sam and tina which end up saw sky and her friends... guesss she was busy then and she goona be busy.... she showed the attitude that i dont like..... guess it is all over? =/

man.... life getting pretty fucked up day by day..... works is serious taking over..... cuiey is going back to malaysia soon... hope everything is well for her and her family.... da ming is leaving ps end of the month... circle of friends is getting smaller and smaller... haih....

anyway....life still goes on....

its painful but life still goes on right? no matter how happy or sad u r... u still need to go on...

just got my car back from the mechanic.... cost me 7k altogether... its a shit feeling...damn piss because of all the money i save for months just give it altogether at once..... that is like 21k malaysia ringgit which i can pay of 7 month of the house loans, pay off the car- three cars in malaysia and go back to malaysia 6 times at least....

life is pretty rough atm... lots of bad luck and shit happening with me and around plus back in malaysia... been months since black jedi in the workshop because of the freak accident... car in malaisia got stolen, relationship with the girl aint the good as well... havent been talking to each other for months... guess it is a shit feeling....

just called jia ling about her situation... to study or not to study.... really is hard to make decision when u make life choices .... dont know whether that we will regret it later on in life... i just really want her to study plus jia hua as well... hopefully everything tuns out well....

lots of people are having major problem.... hopefully everything turns out well... guess it is the challenges in life that we are facing......

just an update

can consider been month havent written anything here...

Job sucks as usual.. nothing different... the big different is now am working 7 days a week and 10 hours shift each day... that suck a lot seriously....

uses to get friday off now working 7 days thought i might get richer but am not... more stress, more tired , more shitload to do and less pay as well.... fuck!

life is in a shit situation than it already is.... car in malaysia got stolen last week... my car need to replace the whole engine because it went into water due to the heavy rain and i need to spend 6k on the whole shit and it was because of me trying to help pick up a friend from work.... karma is a bitch.... $$$ so need u right now..... relationship is getting bad to worst....

all i am trying to stat how frustrating it is right now.... can i just hit a jackpot for once and be done with? gesh...

gonna start new....

just for the world to see.... =)

i need more

it doesnt feel like me anymore....

losing touch with reality

which is not me seriously

cant feel the bond anymore...

losing myself already...

dont know what i want anymore...

damn this is hard already..

hope it wont stay like this anymore...

cause it feels like shit already...

need to start finding the light

cause cant stay like this anymore...

waste too much time already

dont have time to waste anymore

it's been a year in melb already

do i have time to waste anymore?

let just finish this shit and move on

cause dont wanna waste my youth anymore

when it is all over already

where will i be to be more?

this all start here... like a simple dot on a white canvas waiting to be painted into something...
either it is gonna be a beautiful work of art to be admire or just another pile of junks to be spit on...
what ever the outcome gonna be.. i will always remember...
" control the outcome"
aint a box of chocolate no more boy... stay strong or go home... wish i was strong to go home... haha... one more year to go.. lets do this with a BANG! ..