decision ... decision...

monday...

let talk bout sunday first... yesterday....
helping mom doing the charity sale at PIBAKAT... stands for persatuan ibu bapa something... place for children that are mentally challenge or disable...
from 7 to 12 something we manage to sell of everything... total sales of rm1768... that was a lot i guess... even got myself a charity hair cut for rm 10 from adam... he is working for cutting edge and a soon to be hair stylish... haha... cant wait..

had a talk with uncle eric yesterday... seems everything is going as plan... but earlier now... sighs.. decison.. decison...

willl talk bout it in the next post...

another entry..

wednesday....
was looking forward to the test today... french ae.. just wanna get over with it but NOoo...
class cancel... bummer~~ well, at least we are told early...

come back home late last night... around 1 something... well, for me it late already cause need to wake up early in the morning to help mom... wat to do? went visiting yesterday... wanderful's place, queen of anime's domain, ah pek mizi's house... haha... lots of fun but just the wrong day...for me anyway... haha...

missed hell's kitchen and wwe yesterday... damn.... didnt make it to airport to meet up with hao lien.... ya, finally he come back .... GeEz...

need to fix my psp, the cpu is fucked up... need to adjust my room ... again... and got to work 3 to 11 tomolo... laziness is stricking in... chicken....

wah...

..Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone
do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come.
Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering..."

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haters? wat do u get in the end? 0.. nth....

jealousy.... envy....hate....

with these feelings will get u motivated to do better or the other way that will just bring u straight to hell...

for example, there is a burger stall that i knew of... just a small burger stall selling two type for burger which are beef and chicken with black pepper sauce... maybe u guy already know which one i'm talking bout... ya... it's been operating for 7 years already and now it been upgrade to a small cafe shop... not bad ae... ya... after that, ppl been bitching, hating and shit.... instead of getting that as an example to do better but the just say other wise..

saying how can? then i will be asking y not? cant be while i'll be saying y not? weird how ppl think... even though it took them 7 year to reach where they are now but it is still an achivement to be proud of... while they was hating.. ppl already emjoying the money that they are earning... so who get the last laugh? try to think first b4 saying stuff like those.. use ur brain for once.... while try not to embrasses urself...

it's just a weird feeling that ppl been through... jealousy... that wat keep me motivated for being better... it aint a good thing but it is better than nth... i'm jealous of wat other ppl got that i dont... that y i wanna do better to get wat i wan... but i aint doing nth stupid to do so...

just hoping to do better... haha... fireworks coming up... chau!

happy raya ppl...

campur campur la...

wah..... ever thinking of buying apple iphone? but with the price that is way...way...way... out of the budget...

ya...i'm one of the ppl... haha... well, instead of keep collecting the amount needed which is roughly 2.4 k ringgit ... damn... that wil be a long long time...

but just now, calvin just told me a new iphone is coming ... well, same feature and stuff... introducing the ipod touch...

weeeeeeeeEEeeee...... haha... well , it cost less that 2.4 k... and for a 8 gb, wifi, mp4, touch screen multimedia player... it's not a bad price where cal bought it for 412 $aus... so it kinda 1k plus i guess... worth it bah.. for me la...

neway, still a long time thingy... haha...

first time working morning shift today... for me it is more better than working night shift just like zaki said.. when u start busy at breakfast time and it just go straight to lunch and when u now it , it is already 3.. time to go home liaw... haha.... proberly for me i get to learn more like the pastry and stuff... where miss is there to teach me and correcting my mistakes and stuff.. on wat should do and shouldn't do la.... and the big breakfast seems very nice too.. =)~~

well, guess that all for now....

the bird aint coming back no more... she have found someone that she is perfect with...

yes, i'm happy for her...

suck...

this morning, was looking forward for international cuisine class where the theme is italian or mexican... hmm... pizza... spagetti.. and other italian cuisine... even bought a 3 plate and 2 sauce platter ... lol... and that cost me only under rm10... well, thanks to naz ..

class started as usual... late , ingredient havent come, dont have the ingredient u need, ppl steal the stuff u need, never wash the utensil when they are done.. and lecturer alwes give bad comment without giving and hint of improvement... =\
lol, y was i looking forward to it? just wanna see wat he gonna say about each and one of the food..
he is looking for difficulty, presention, portion and something that i guess i never will find out...

so after the whole thing.. this is was he said...
blah blah blah...

wasted: too simple... accindent la...boom....
wasted : Too simple la.. i expect more la... not uomp la...
lalakid : wat is uomp sir?
wasted : i havent see it yet la so i wont say it now.. it is my secret...
lalakid : wah... if we didnt do uomp till the end of this course then we didnt learn anything la?
wasted : urm.......

Naz : but sir... we didnt everything liaw bah... this is already hotel standard .. genting standard bah
wasted : ar... ar.... ar.....

after cleaning the kitchen... the story continues..

wasted: ok.. ok.. this week got improve a bit la... hey naz, i wasnt saying anything wrong bout genting la.. but u guys need to uomp la... i can easily fail u guys u know? and i dont wanna teach this class next sems if u guys are still in it..
lalakid : wah...
wasted: anyone not satisfied? raise ur hand la...

muthar fucker...u already say can fail us easily.. u thinking i gonna raise my hand and speak up my mind? well, u maybe have won the battle this week.. the war is gonna be my time bitch...
this really keep everyone down... fuck this class.... i aint gonna do anything no more... i'm sick and tired of this ...

final words... u cant teach shit with the way u are teaching... with all the money u eaten... try spend a bit to get a clue la...

career talk...

coffee bean and the leaf something held a career talk today at my college...
seems they are short of service staff and looking for workers here in kuching...
they are looking manager trainee I and II and also bar something related with making the drink or something.. well, the basic is already 1000 plus... not bad.. adding many benefit from it.. even the have shelter to rent for rm60 minimun per month... it is like rm2 a day with everything in it... lots of plus plus la but the presentation really suck la.. oh ya, and they pay ur trip to kl when u report ur first day for work... not bad ae...

anyway, didnt get to apply because kinda set my future already.. well, it is been set by the way...just got to go with the flow i guess..to be honest.. i really dont know how thing goes around me anymore.. well, guess i never do.. too much to think of and so little time... guess only time will tell...

anyway, account test tomolo... gtg... fucked up life ae....