short talk : it's hard.... i was warn, advised and discuss about it... now it is comfirm, how hard it is....
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it hard and scary when growing up....
when i was young, dating back in primary school... wake up, breakfast, school , tuition, basketball, hanging out, always dreaming, sleep and start over again...
things starts to change when u get older... more responsibilities, most challenges, most headache..
wondering how are we going to spend tomorrow... what are we going to do and how are we going to do it... how our future going to be like... guess i was lucky to ever come to where i am now and i owe lots of people for it....
talk to my sis yesterday who just finish form 5 with good result... yes it is... better than mine result altogether... chat a bout what she wants , and how it going to be...
complaining bout people doesn't appreciate what they got.. that what i think also... but what can we say, that what i always think... that making me thinking
when was young, envy with people getting better chances in life... able to travel the workld at a young ages, getting modern gadgets, wearing fashionable clothes, spending money like nobody's business...
wont go any further with anymore detail or will offend other people....
been through hell in form 2 and still scar for it.... can forgive but never forget that shit year....
but we cant always get what we want in life....
the question coming from the back on my head, questioning everything happening until now...
DO I DESERVE TO BE HERE? DO I DERSERVE THIS CHANCE?
find the answer someday... hopefully.......
remember in life.... everybody betray everybody... no matter who it is...
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